Usually I don’t care a two hoots about wishing on this sorta “magical” time. Somehow, what I yearn for right now is way beyond my means and whatnot.

I cannot fathom how I can fall for someone simply after getting over another (or at least I think I did). I must be desperately lonely or I’m just really poorly handling my emotions. The last time, I handle things till it got out of hand. This time, I’m gna make sure none of that nonsense is gna repeat. It’s not worth losing someone over “monkey love” or that’s what they call it.